Submerged in Razorblades
It's felt like forever of feeling this way
this thirst for control
burdened by the weight of despair
burdened by my own existence
it always ends up this way
razor deep, hoping to forget about you
cutting everyone out
unable to show the pain I hide inside
it's been months since you've really cared
and it's like I've been drowning in the deep end
submerged in a bath of razorblades
unable to forget you
please make me forget...
it's over my friend...
Razor Deep Past The Epidermis
For months I've remained secluded
behind desponded shades of suffering
what once was a small relapse
turned into withdrawal from everyone
my future once looked bright and promising
but now it looks dull and far from reach
I used to be hopeful when I was younger
but now I'm bitter
my days are wasted, my nights never end
there's no point in counting days
if there's no telling whether it's night or day
while everyone lives their life
laughing and celebrating
I'm pushing the razor in deeper
and with blood flowing down my arms
I find myself isolated and giving up
I thought in time I'd learn to forget
but in reality time won't change anything
so I'm sat in this dark room
with my arms glistening under the dim light
that fills this spacious void of despair
I'll live my life like this
it's only a matter of time before it works
Momento Mori
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